I really do think sexuality is a spectrum. I love men die! But i find out that I’ve also have crushes on women. I don’t think of having sex with them though but they make me wish i was a guy. Is that what being bi can feel like? I’ve had crushes on women just like I’d have s crush on a guy. I had to revisit this because i met this lady at a workshop and i could not take my eyes off of her and i kept thinking about her.