My ex would video call me to masturbate. No intro. No nothing. Just a regular conversation. I’d get flustered and no matter how disgusted i feel , i can’t ask him to stop or tell him i hate this. It makes me feel violated and dirty. I’d pretend my battery died or my network went off but i have no courage to say don’t you ever do that. Sometimes he’d ask to see my boob or for a sexy picture. It makes me hate myself and him too. We’re just friends and i take nothing from him. I don’t flirt with him. I don’t know why he’d do that.