Sometimes it feels like im going insane…
Im beginning to harm myself in the process
I stood infront of my mirror trying to find myself but I couldn’t!!!
I can’t believe im turning into everything I despised ..
They killed my father
They killed my grandmother the woman that practically raised me
I don’t see myself moving on soon
The word “Gloomy is written all over my face
I used to be so happy
Im just happy on the gram but in reality in chaff of myself
I AM HURT
im just 22 why do i have to deal with all this ?💔 i miss my grandma so much she was all i had
I am drowning
I need help
Pls help me
I am loosing my mind and myself
Last year was hell i had expectations I thought this year would help me move on but everything reminds me of how unlucky i am
How can i loose my dad my mom in the same time frame ?? Who do me ?
Connotare 
Jeremiah 29:11 “ For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
Please I had 2 years straight of sorrow in 2020-2022 and half of 2022. There is no day I didn’t cry to God for mercy and intervention… In fact, the more I prayed the more things got out of hand, but I refused to give up. God was all I had no other person understood or could understand my pains. Now out of the blue God had mercy and gave me a mind-blowing testimony. Please I want to be your sister I don’t really have much at the moment but you can reach out to me for a listening hear. I know that now everything looks dark and hopeless, but please don’t give in to those negative thoughts. Please dm on Instagram at @d4divine.b