Is it weird to say that i am still very much emotionally attached to my ex ? I can’t forget and move on , it’s always been like this he has always been the one my heart really accepted, we brokeup and soon afterwards he traveled out . That day he called me to see him off to the airport and i couldn’t, i was still hurting . He told me he got engaged and it broke me in pieces although i wish him well but I honestly cannot move pass the memories we had together. Phillip is my first love and i miss him so much. Right now I’m the most emotionally unavailable person because my heart is with someone 💔 phill let me go pls my heart my life is extremely shattered . I am crying uncontrollably cause I miss him so much.. it’s been 1 year and few months already