I’m so discouraged, I feel like my suicidal feelings are coming back. I’ve been out of school for at least 2 years because he’s refused to pay my school fees (he didn’t even say why). My mom on the other hand won’t give up, she’s in huge debt. She insists we will be graduates by force. I’m so scared, I don’t want to take my own life. Nothing is working, God does not care.