Ever since I was born (year 2000) till now my mum has been sick, it got worse after my birth, according to what I was told. Now I’m older and I understand abit of what she’s been through but I feel helpless because I can not afford a better treatment for her or anything. She has been the provider even with that health my dad is just there just alive and has never relieved her burden, yes he used to be rich in the early 90’s but then till now he has never resurrected from that loss. My mum now is going through some mental illness, she breaths in twice and next thing she’s saying something totally different (so I was told because since my NYSC I’ve not gone back). I feel so bad for my mum, she has suffered a lot, I just feel she’s more lonely in this sickness because her family and friends barely show up, but she broke her back for them.