There she was lying next to me asleep looking like an actual angel, all fair skinned and innocent but I knew she wasn’t. I looked at her lips and imagined what it’d be like to kiss them, my eyes moved down and I started imagining a lot more than kissing. For a brief moment I genuinely inched closer just to see what would happen, if I were to succumb to desire just this one time would it have a good ending now that no one’s around or would she think I was weird but what if she’s open to it and lets me open more than just her mind. My mouth went dry and I immediately stood up, walked straight to my dad’s room, closed all the doors behind me, jumped on the bed, my hand down my shorts and released myself from the bad thoughts. It was my first time truly feeling desire, I have yet to feel this way about a boy but there’s still time I guess maybe I haven’t found the right hot boy, most girls just happen to be hotter that’s all.