I’ve been with a married man (his wife is white). Due to deportation issues, he hasn’t seen his wife and daughter in years. I know he still talks to them because I’ve seen their messages. He’s been there for me in every way, not just financially. But in almost 2 years, I’ve had 5 medical abortions because of this relationship. I’m not sure if I love him or it’s just unhealthy attachment, but I can’t seem to walk away. There is resentment but I’m not able to walk away.