I don’t like porn or watch them, I prefer reading erotica which does the job for me. Got my first boyfriend and things has been wonderful, we’ve started getting physical and i needed guides because my imagination can only take me so far. Tried watching born again but cringed and was weirded out to left that. I asked on a forum where someone sent me a link to a telegram where people posted their sex videos but that was worse for some reason, someone suggested hentai but checked once and never went back same with 3d animated. My boyfriend is great and says I don’t need to stress about it but I am stressing about it