I’d like to admit I have a problem, I have an addiction and it’s crazy. Met this guy with big dick and he put me through the mattress, we ended things a while ago and I’ve been celibate since then. I’m talking to some guys, but when they send thirst traps, I see they’re not as big as I want and I get put off. I’m 6 months celibate and I’d be celibate till I see my big dick, I cant waste my body count.