My husband and I decided to wait till we were married to have sex. He came up with the decision to my surprise because most of the Muslim guys I dated refused to continue because I told them I was waiting till marriage. I was suspecting him to be gay at some point because he refused to even kiss me. It’s been two months and now I know the reason why he waited was because he thought I would run. He’s into BDSM, he loves to tie me up and do all manner of things to me. I can’t lie I like it, but I’m scared he might take things too far one day.
My friends have also noticed the bruises on my body and are beginning to think I need an intervention, they are planning on involving my parents. I’ve tried talking them out of it because I feel like most of the things we do is haram and my husband is a highly respected Muslim, if this comes out both my husband and I and our parents reputation will be tarnished.