I fantasize about receiving head a lot, I am obsessed about it. After having sex with a man and he doesn’t give me head, I end up masturbating with my imagination of him doing it. Just got to find out that the same nigga me and my girlfriend fucked differently months ago gave her head and all he did was compliment how clean my vagina is but he didn’t eat😭. I have been so heart broken, jealous and pissed, cant stop wondering why.