I took a break from my relationship last year due to financial issues and we both agreed to stay celibate she couldn’t cope so she fucked a dude she met after our break. I wasn’t mad though because I knew it’d happen, but I was mad because she didn’t admit fucking him. So recently we were having a conversation on my bed then she admitted doing it.. said she did it once and it was Bdsm. The problem here is any time i picture that guy tying her up and fuck her it turns me on seriously. Makes me go aggressive on her and I think she loves how it makes her shiver.. i need to get this thought out of my head😒