After an unsuccessful one night stand he wanted casual but I refused, he thinks I’m shy or I don’t trust him but the truth is I’m scared because he was the first person to make me really wanna lose my v-card. He brought out a side of me i don’t wanna reveal unless i have a boyfriend I can consistently sl*t out with or else I’d run mad i know it. He doesn’t understand how much desire is behind the words “let’s just be friends”