A friend of mine was always hitting on me and asking me out but at the time he seemed like he was just getting peer pressure. Now i think maybe he was serious but I was too insecure to believe plus i didn’t like him that way, i don’t know why i was so grossed out by it then he’s such a sweet guy and he could have made a nice first boyfriend. Now here I am still no boyfriend, i think about what it would have been like if i said yes even now i think he still has a soft spot for me but you know what they say about accepting someone who has been chasing you for long.