I remember when I was like 12 and this man came to talk about how masturbation is a sin and all i could think about was how fine he was and usually thought about him while masturbating. I’d already started long ago maybe because i was abused or maybe not but by then i had already graduated to doing it with a pillow, the man almost got through to me with his stories about how he was just like me maybe he would’ve if he wasn’t so fine. I was a silly girl