i don’t know the type of life i’m living🥲 sometimes i just wake up and wish for death because i feel that’s the only way out. I’ve never been interested in anything in this life and i don’t even feel like doing anything, i don’t want to work, i don’t want to have fun, i don’t want to date, i don’t want to keep friends, i don’t want to talk to people, i don’t even want to exist because it’s tiring buh i guess i have to do something with my life since i’m still existing so i can survive😣. I don’t even know what to do because i’m not smart or intelligent at all and i don’t even know how to communicate or express myself. This year’s ramadan, i don’t even have a prayer point. I just want to live a normal life like other people and be happy for once in my life. God please help me.