For a while now I’ve been have these periodic waves of depression it hits for a few days and leaves but in those few days I battle for the will to live ..I feel nothing and care for no one and I just want it to stop ..I tried to tell my friends about it but they’re just hung up on the fact that I’m usually so bubbly a friend literally said “but that’s not you”…I’m in one right now and I just hope it blows over I’ve been working out to distract myself but the pain just increases my pain tolerance