Been dating this guy for over a year, he was my everything. The love was really strong but then came his anger issues. The first time he hit me I broke up with him but he begged so much and called everyone to beg me too. Fast forward to when he cheated and I caught him, another break up again but this time I forgave him. He was in rehab for 5 months it was very difficult for us with the whole distance thing. We had a little argument after he found out I traveled without his knowledge while he was away. It turned to something else when I also opened up that I cheated while he was away. He beat me so hard I had a cracked strenum (breastbone) and had 15 episodes of convulsions. I spent 5 days in the hospital. It was hell for me. I want to get him beaten up and arrested by military but the problem is I still love him. Remembering this makes me so depressed. I’m confused if I should go ahead with my revenge.