Nonsense remembrance

it’s been a year since everything in my life seemed to turn upside down. I’ve been trying to get back on my feet but all I meet are disappointments everywhere. Nothing just seems to be working anymore. Bills and huge debts to settle. Plans and dreams to finance, but no source. Thankfully, my mum & siblings have been supportive all the way. I now went to f-up by going beyond my boundary on an agreement I had with my mum, now she’s really pissed at me and doesn’t want to see my sorry ass. I don’t even know what to do right now. I wish God will have mercy on me and disregard all my shortcomings and make a huge miracle come my way today. I really need his intervention in my life now, because I’ve been losing it since the week began. God come to my rescue and save me from this shame, please!