8 months ago I got the emotional strength to end an emotionally damaging relationship where I was steady gaslighted and emotionally manipulated but I didn’t realize I was in all of this. Recently I saw a post that made me realize what he did to me was breadcrumbling in psychological terms. Now I’m in a peaceful relationship with a guy who literally does everything to make me feel better but I’m still so hurt. I feel I’m going to loose my mind some day and it’s so scary cos I’d have disappointed my family seriously because we have been through a lot together. All I really wanted was a good man but I got carried away with his beautiful face and sweet tongue and didn’t realize he was slowing killing me. I want to go for therapy but I can’t even afford it. I really want to be okay and move past this hurt, my head is technically always working 🥺🥺🥺