I’m tired

I’ve been enduring all sort of violence, curses and abuse from my parents (especially my mom) since I was just a little child, they always show their other kids different love, care and concern. The only time they actually try to show me concern is when they want something from me (money). I’m just 19 years old and I’ve been through depression and frustration to the point that I’m very suicidal and I’ve tried to take my life several times. Whenever I have an issue with my immediate elder brother my mom always stands for him to beat and injure me, same thing happened this morning. As I’m typing this right now I’m in pains and filled with tears in my eyes, I have bruises all over and all I can say is that I’m tired. They always try to manipulate and play the victim whenever things like this happens. I’m seriously tired and I can’t take this anymore, I just need encouragement.

2 comments

  1. I’m sorry to hear that but you just have to keep pushing. I want you to know that it’s just for the main time. You might be pushed to do some bad stuffs on yourself buh pls remember you won’t be remembered when you try that stupid things out of frustration so pls try and endure just for the main time.

    I love you ❤️❤️

  2. You will be fine in the end.Everything will be fine
    I’m just like you
    It’s really sad
    Just wait a little bit

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