Everything I was to enjoy as a wife was given to a sidechick, all the attention, love and affection, right under my nose. I was taken for a fool. I’ve forgiven amidst the lies and torture. How do I heal? I guess time heals all wounds, right? Sometimes I wish she will sleep and never wake but still she wasn’t in it alone and wouldn’t want to lose him too. I’m hurt, months have gone by but I haven’t found a way to heal.