My ex and I broke up a long time ago but it’s almost like we still have some sort of weird connection between us- it’s probably because we’re each other’s “firsts”. We’re always coming in and out of each other’s lives and every time we see is always intense between us. Maybe I’m over thinking it – maybe it’s just him being too much of a “sex- crazed” person, I know because every time we see and do things he ghosts me- like pretty hard, it happened twice. I enjoy being around him, with him and all that, lol but for him its just different and I know. He thinks I don’t but I do