Remember this time I was at this guy’s place- I have a thing for him by the way. I was on my period so we couldn’t do anything, I told him I could give him a blow job but when I saw his dick I internally freaked out. Anyways I sucked and did whatever but I was shy af, I didn’t want him to see me sucking him lol! I got bored in the process and I wanted to try something else with my hands but I stopped when he almost came!! Lmao!! I apologized for stopping but he pulled me in for a hug instead and told me I wasn’t bad for my first time- I bet I’ll go down in his books as the worst sexual experience he’s ever had. Lol sometimes I wonder if he was thinking of all the blow jobs he’s had as I was sucking him. He’s ghosted me by the way