I shot my shot at my bestfriend and it landed in the trenches. I’d stay awake at night wishing she’d see that all I have was good intentions and nothing but genuine love. It still hurts because I thought we’d have been perfect. No regrets. Imagine missing out on the LOML because I didn’t want to take risks. She’s still my favorite person. Told her I’m traveling for a month for work project but I’m just going to clear my head because it hasn’t been easy for me.