Dated my ex for 6 years, then we broke up either end of 2020 or beginning of 2021. Tried straightening things out but it didn’t work out. I had sleepless nights and useless days over her. Decided to go visit her to try and straighten things out. Went to her house on May 7th and we talked and I cried almost all through my time there. I tried everything I could to win her back but I couldn’t. Now I can’t move on almost a year later. I tried hooking up with other girls but I stood all of them up, and I even called one her name while talking on multiple occasions. Moving on seems impossible, and to be honest, I don’t want to because I don’t want to lose the memories we created. Those were the best years of my life.