I feel useless, I can’t sleep. Since I learnt to make myself cum, I can’t stop. Masturbation is becoming addictive and I have to watch porn to do it. I’m in a 21 days fast and the aim or prayer was to avoid it for 21 days. Day 12 midnight I just couldn’t resist it 😢😢. I didn’t even enjoy it as usual 😤😤Will I ever stop 😭😭. Now I don’t feel like finishing the fast. What devil is this 😭😭.