Tired.

Never thought I’d ever get to this point but it’s beginning to seem I’m suicidal now. Sometimes I just wonder why the Bible says God loves us yet I pray and fast and nothing ever works for me, nothing at all. No job, businesses failed, relationship broken, even friends are beginning to keep their distance. I struggle so hard to pray these days. How can a Loving Father watch His child struggle this way and not do anything about it? I’m broken and it feels like He doesn’t even care at all. I’m just so fed up and it feels like there’s nothing more to live for, I just want it all to end. I’m not looking for sympathy or friends, I just find this a great outlet since there’s no one to talk to.

2 comments

  1. It’s easy to get lost in the negative, but just know that things will eventually work out and you will have reasons to smile. Suicide is never the answer, its even harder for the people you leave behind….just have faith, put in the work and allow God do his job

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