It’s going to two years I broke up with my ex, it was a messy breakup on my path that left me heart broken and sad and I did a couple of things reacting out of hurt. Eventually we got talking last year once in a while and met up for “closure” and final goodbyes, we stay in different states. I think I might be pregnant, too afraid to take the test, although he has a new girl now and something about getting married this year. He was my first, I just dunno how to get over him completely😓. He was everything I wanted, but we both fucked up.