I dated a guy who was engaged last year and the relationship we had was clearly to be friends with benefits . He is married now but honestly I miss him . He gave me so much care , attention and mad sex . Despite the fact that he’s married , he still wants to get down with me but I’ve always turned him down since he’s now a married man . Anyways , I’m not in a relationship now though and I’ve been thinking of contacting him so we can have those wild sex we do have but my home training keeps reminding me that he’s a married man . But I think I’m loosing it, I crave him badly and I think I’ll ask for it 😫 . At least just this once , I feel bad though and i want to use this medium to apologize to his wife first from my heart in advance.