My boyfriend and I have been having so much arguments these days and it’s really bad. Most times, I am the one at fault and I don’t know why I keep messing up. I really want to change for him , I am trying hard and I just keep messing it all up.

He told me this night that he’s off the relationship, it’s a long distance relationship though . He said whenever I’m around maybe we can meet to talk things out.
I don’t even know when i will be home with all these things happening.
He said it’s for his own sanity that he can’t deal with me anymore 💔🤦🏽‍♀️
Am I that bad ? Something is definitely wrong with me.
He promised me that he won’t leave me, no matter what , that’s what he said. “Forever” that’s what he told me. Now what does he mean by he’s off the relationship.
He went offline after dropping the message, I can’t reach him through call too . Seems he has blocked me from calling his number.

I feel so empty right now and I can’t control my tears. I am so sad, I just wish I can see him right now . I love him so much, it hurts💔😭😭😭