Parents divorced when I was a year old and dad had to bring me up since mom was unemployed then . He has done an amazing job raising me and has been my greatest cheer leader and my only reason to do better considering his sacrifice for me . Fast track … the real hurdles of life now hit me hard (adult life ) and now my only cheer leader doesn’t cheer again , just full of criticism and dispute . I am really trying and I feel depressed because I feel he only loves me when I’m wining 😞 . I can’t talk to anyone because it’s just been him and I against the world but now I feel am alone against the world .