So….

So I will be 23 years this year and I’ve never been in a relationship except when I was much younger with a classmate but I wouldn’t acknowledge that as dating . My point is I’m a virgin and BOY do I want to be a virgin until my wedding night but the hormones are so high that I watch porn videos almost every day and honestly I don’t like it. Another reason I want to remain a virgin until my wedding night is because of my late mom. Before she left this world she had always prayed to God that the only man that will see my nakedness will be my husband . It hurts me that it might not be so because I get so horny lately and whoever I start dating i might give in and I don’t want to disappoint her. 😦

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