One Coy Human

I have a lot on my mind and I have not found it easy to say them to anyone. I will keep it short though . I’m in my mid twenties. I was previously in a relationship for about five years. I mean I gave him my everything but he left me for someone and I guess I am supposed to move on. I even act like I have moved on. But deep down
I haven’t. I mean it affected me psychology. Three years after I am always in my shell chasing everyone away, making it seem like I don’t need anyone because I am scared of another heart break. But deep down I am so lonely and I want to be loved. I want to be in love and happy again. But I can’t seem to find what I am looking for.