So I just got married barely 2 months ago to a guy who’s in his mid 40’s and I’m in my late 20’s. He’s 17 years older than me. I’ve always wanted to get married to an older guy so the age wasn’t really a problem for me. And I am doing well on my own financially and career-wise so it’s not a gold digging something. Sometimes I feel like he’s cursed with women or something, he womanizes like a dog and I’m aware but I on the other hand is sex starved. I’ve cried, pleaded, fought him, and he’ll end up saying I’m a sex freak that he doesn’t like sex. You don’t like sex but you have girls on your list anytime. Are you starting a cheerleading class? And these girls are from the ages of 18-26 . Small girls that don’t know what they want. Even to the point of exchanging girls with his stupid friends that are like him.
We have sex sometimes once a month, after wedding we didn’t have sex for almost 3 weeks then we did and i didn’t even enjoy it because in less than 4 minutes he was done. Now I’m pregnant and I’m thinking if I made the right decision. I don’t see this whole messy thing called marriage lasting and he forgets the fact that he’s the one who’s going to be at a loss because I’ll keep the baby and he’ll have no one to call his own by the time he’s 50. I’m so horny, I’ve become a porn addict because I watch it now just to masturbate out of boredom. I’ll start cheating soon and I won’t regret it. I love him but you can’t keep me here to rust, making me doubt my self worth. Fine figure 8 like me. Lol. You think you’re handsome so you can do whatever, I’m beautiful as well. Let the games begin.