I do ask myself most times if the number of guys girls sleep with really matter to them? To me, it matters alot. Just a guy I had sex with, I felt very bad despite the fact I enjoyed it with him. The guy really scattered my head, I am craving for every bit of him and I can’t help it. I am really scared to keep on counting, I just hope and pray to get married and enjoy sex with my husband. I am just 20 ,I hope to get married when I am 23. I pray I control myself till then.