Check in

I and my ex ended some months ago because he said he couldn’t keep up anymore, he is an only child & he lost his dad few months before we ended and was going through some financially difficulties. He was a nice and kind partner when we dated, he was always there for me and didn’t give me reasons to doubt. We haven’t been contact in a month but somehow I feel lead to reach out to know how he is doing. I don’t want it to be that I didn’t check on him when he was going through a rough time. I miss him but I genuinely want to know how he is.

Check in 2

Well I’m not a bad person, before we ended the relationship he has been complaining about the finances and all but I didn’t even flinch because that isn’t the reason I fell in love with him. I tried my best to still be there for him, to still reach out even though I get a response in few days time. It was easy for me too, because the break up came as a shock too. I tried my best for us to work things out then when I couldn’t continue anymore I just told him I needed time and space. I’m currently facing a crisis too in my life but I didn’t let that hinder thing. Well I’ll reach out tho to still check in on him.

Continuation

I wonder why I keep forgetting to add that he was the one who ended things with me , he broke up with me even when i tried my best to be there fir him. I even went back to talk to him after a month about this break up. He refused and said he couldn’t. It was too much for me then so I just had to stay away. He broke with me and was trying to act all nice again after days of silence. This is the part i didn’t add in the check in Story. I’m not a bad person I tried my best to make things work out.

Regret

On my birthday I only got a cake that I ate with his family, we lodged in a hotel, ate normal street food, we went to the mall and I wanted oats but he said it wasn’t necessary. Saw a perfume that I wanted for myself since, I bought it for him instead. On our way back he told he just (more…)

Not my proud moment 😩💔

I shat myself today 😭💔. While I was in church my stomach gave me a sharp pain twice, I was confused because I used the toilet this morning before heading to church. The pain wasn’t (you need to poo sign) it subsided. After the mass I left immediately, sent my sis voice note that I’m so pressed 😭. I called, we laughed and it wasn’t pressing anymore. I decided to go buy what I’ll cook today just few picks, this man stopped me, I was leaving (more…)

😭

It’s crazy how you’d observe years of no physical or emotional contact with the opposite sex in peace. One girl from your past pulls up, we friends still, with constant communication and shit. Plus a few cuddles, nothing more. Now she’s acting like a goat, making me look like I’m (more…)