He cheated and it was a huge mess. He was fucking a girl who he met in just a few weeks. Found a supposed ex is still as current as I was. A lot went on in the relationship. He apologized and we came back together. Recently, I don’t feel the same way about him anymore. He has hurt me so much in the past but I stayed because I loved him. I am not sure if I still love him. And one thing I have promised myself is that I won’t marry wrongly. I wonder if marrying him will be a good decision.