Went to my friend’s for a week because I was bored, he stays at orchid. I never enjoyed relationships and sex, so I stayed off relationships for 4years now, I jerk off then sleep. At my friend’s place, we drink, roll out blunts, eat, and sleep. (Same routine everyday) i woke up one of those drunky days and my dick-cap was paining me, i thought i had bruised it while high, then same thing the following day. Then i decided to stay as conscious as possible, then my friend came on to me, zip down my pants, then began to stroke my dick, I was supposed to push him away but for the first time in a very long time, I came without faking it, he had my entire 5’9 inches in his mouth, he is so good that I let out moans, after that i couldn’t bring myself to talk to him because i am very confused. Did I allow him because i was high or because i am actually unknowingly attracted to men or because konji dey body. I’m just so confused.