I and my ex broke up due to some misunderstanding and side piece that were thrilling us. Now it became serious that at some point we became very furious at each other even when some mutual friends came to beg her she refused that she has moved on from relationship of 3years that is leading to marriage. 10months later. Fast forward to some weeks she reached out with food at my doorstep complaining that I blocked her and she tried reaching so many times everywhere, although before then I have sent her email to express how things would have be resolved and pleaded with her that I’m sorry. Meanwhile she still has situations, still fucking the guy but indirectly still wants me to care for her emotionally. Literally she’s not happy with the guy, no peace of mind at all. Apparently I’m way taller and finer that new guy, the guy is uncle baby, but the guy guide small pass me😂😂😂 no dress sense. We love each other but I don’t know if I want her now because I’m Damn broke and I have some chill friends with benefit that are by my corner. She does send me gift and food these days but we don’t talk more often I truly miss her. I’m even thinking of fucking her any of these days when she visits me because her flakes is still in my house