I don’t know if I’m becoming paranoid, I work a remote job and I live alone in my house. I only leave the house to get groceries and that’s like once a month. I feel like someone’s watching me. I have no friends and no family, I’m an orphan and I moved cities when my parents passed. I used to smoke weed but I’ve stopped for over a year now. Lately, I’ve been feeling like I’m going crazy, like I’m about to run mad, I hear voices, I’m so forgetful too. I’ve tried going out to talk to someone and make friends or get a girlfriend but I’m so socially awkward, I’m going to get a pet and ashwaganda, hopefully it helps.