At this point I will just go and get my satisfaction else where. The sex toys he owns pass my own. He uses on himself. 🕳 plugs and stuff. Come out with your sexuality, enjoy yourself let me enjoy myself. I’ve caught him watching gay porn and trans porn countless times. I know I’m not delulu but at this point I will just go and get my craving from another man because I stopped having sex with him. We’re married by the way, its like I’m in a lavender marriage I’m cool with it as long as you allow me have my fun too.