Anytime I’m beside the ocean I feel so drawn to it, like a spirit is calling me. I feel it’s very peaceful inside there. I love water, there’s a part of me that feels peace within it. I dream about water all the time, thinking about water gives me peace, I’ve once had a vision of how it looks down there in the water kingdom, I don’t know how to explain it but there’s a water goddess and plenty of drums including men. I went spiritual 5 years ago and I started flapping like a Fish, I was just 19! I’ve been so scared of myself since then. I’m so scared at the same time because I feel like it will take me back some day. Maybe I’ll finally be at peace by then.