Met him in 2023, loved him so much and he loved me too. Found out he was cheating in the most embarrassing way ever, I became depressed but I still liked him so I forgave him(or so I thought). He changed, stopped cheating and now wants to settle down but I woke up one morning and everything about him irks my soul because a part of me kept wondering! How come he was so comfortable enough to hurt me that way. I cannot marry this man…