I’m a beautiful girl. I dislike attentions (from a man I don’t like). I honestly don’t mind being with one person my whole life and not looking outside but is this possible if I get to keep it real because sometimes this life is a game and that’s like the spice of it. Why should I hold my emotions because I’m scared it’ll push him away. Why should I not advise him if I feel like it because I’m doubting if he’ll listen at all. Why should he be the first to say I love you. I don’t like meeting new people, it exhausts me. I just want 1 person who’s mine and I am his🤧 why’s this hard. Why must there be rules… Tch!