I think I ruined an amazing relationship with this guy because of my past experiences. He was always there to make my day better, gets me gifts, offers to help with everything but the one time I should have reciprocated I didn’t 😪 because of past experiences and my friends said he might think I’m doing too much. Now he doesn’t even talk to me, maybe he feels he’s pouring into me and I’m not pouring into him, if only he knew the real me ❤. P.s the reciprocation was to make him a meal, he was busy and I was free and he didn’t ask but I know he would have made it for me if reverse was the case