I genuinely still miss my ex and sometimes thinking about the memories we had still mess up my mood. I ended things with her, but it was after i had already done my absolute best to fix things, after one whole year, the most peace i enjoyed was probably for like 2 months straight, maybe i should change how i love because i just assume all relationships are meant for life, i am not built to go in and out of different women. I’m 26 by the way. She still want us back but i just can’t, I’m taking my time with my next girl, i won’t rush.