Had a very long phone call with my ex. He is married with kids and I am married with kids. He just kept talking about rewinding time and marrying me instead. How his wife doesn’t react to his touch like I did and etc. In truth I shouldn’t have had that conversation but I just enjoyed listening to him for 2 whole hours. He remembered every single thing about my body even though it’s been 12 years. I felt like I was cheating just listening to him but I really wanted to. Phewww feels good writing this here because I cannot say this to anybody