I love this Guy, I have not loved/fallen for someone like this in almost 3years💔 because my heart was covered with steel at some point. The issue now is I feel ashamed of myself most times because this was not me and now I’ve let my guards down, it feels like I made the wrong decision. I love wholeheartedly but right now it feels like an anxious attachment. Is it because I’m older. I honestly don’t know 🥲 he’s 23 I am 25.